My tears go cold, I'm wondering why
I show you love at all
The morning pain clouds up the memories
And I can't sleep at all
And even if I could, my dreams would still be bad
Got your picture on my wall:
it reminds me that I'm going mad,
It's not so bad.

I drank too much last night, it blocked the pain
If only for a while.
I miss my youth and now theres hell to pay:
How can you act so cruel?
And even when I said I wasn't keen
Then my pleas fell on deaf ears
You remind me that men can be bad
They can be bad.

I'm not going to thank you
For giving me the worst days of my life
And oh, if I could be you
I'd give you the worst day of your life.

Close the door, alone at last.
I'm shaking through and through.
And then I close my eyes up tight
Still all I see is you.
I feel my heart grow black & cold now
You really have no clue
How you hurt me.

I'm not going to thank you
For giving me the worst days of my life
And oh, if I could be you
I'd give you the worst day of your life.